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Issue # 18 for May 1998
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Nudge...Nudge!
©Patricia Fritsche
The sum total
of part
of experiences
drawn and
quartered,

from an
early bud,
tasty consciousness.

Displayed in
hieroglyphic drink
to cuneiform on papyrus,
to now.

These mediums
of  visionary pictures
to convey

the necessity
of how the heart will someday be open  and free.

     As the rooky grape
     reaches its graduation,

     and has been
     from the beginning
     of its maturity.

     From a pregnant gourd,
     a flask, a chalice and more
     its uses flourish.

     And, is still not old from
     a time spent chemistry
     of the pleasure it brings.
 

The kindle, the journal
the nights preparing
a speech
to take with in a lullaby of sleep.

Training the
young spark  secretly in meetings  with ambition,

to be a "bigger brand  on someone's lost desire."

     The shooting tangerine
     flame
     descended
     bringing with its
     true meaning of learning color.

     As a galaxy
     continually speaks
     of the greatness
     of many,

     of the one truth
     carried on
     in their pathfinder ember.

     And, the gentleness
     of a moon's cameo
     reflection
     in the constant darkness
     a night's eternal playground.

     To bring in the rush
     the turn-on,

     the constant rejuvenation
     of our much in
     common fire ball words
     of our solar days.

     Pencil pushing
     doodling nights
     passion doesn't'
     follow a Seiko's hand,

     in this art form
     of getting to the
     next up and down horizon
     and enjoying it!

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Our Kind of Rain
©Hassan Abdulrazzak
'poems about IRAQ'
 
Saliva bubbled in the mouth
Bursting out in a spit,
A spermatozoa seeking a hit
And a cuddle.
Like the guilty child, head sunken,
Standing in her own puddle.

My cousin looked up towards me,
Squinting to filter out the sun.
I smiled, from the balcony,
as if to say 'It meant nothing,
it was all in fun'
The deed had followed the thought
that Followed the urge of a hit and run.
 

Fluent in abuse, as most children are,
He barked horrors like a rabid hound.
With intermittent shouts
Enough to split the ground.

He then walked off in a huff,
Disappearing slowly from view.
His shiny hair, made slicker,
By heaven's offending rue.

Since then…
Ample years have had the time
To perfume with dread and dress in slime.
He trembles now if I reach out to greet him.
A stout hunch rides his back.
His thick fingers slide beads of prayer on pious thread,
In tides of straight and slack.

There is no longer menace in his eyes
As they bear the wrath of sleeplessness.

His ears brim with a sound
Emerging from the dark of night:
The lottery numbers' rattle
In missiles of fright.

I hugged him, whispering apologies
For various shades of betrayal
And all the hopes that failed
When the tongue cried out for mercy
As the air pulled back in a curtsey
To the oncoming, lacerating, spittle of the world.
 

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The ultimate murder
©Hassan Abdulrazzak
'poems about IRAQ'
 
They spotted her moving through the reeds,
Bending those hollow pipes so far back,
You could hear their tips lashing the marsh's water.

The trackers' eyes traced her wake,
Those hideous eyes, pining for sights of murder.
They whistled to the hunters,
Marking a path in the darkness with sound.

The gibbous moon parted the veiling clouds
To offer generous beams of light
That eased the hunter's movements.
Who in turn sped on, clutching their spears.
The wooden shafts soaked with sweat,
The deadly tips gleaming in the moonlight.

She sensed them nearing,
Her eyes darted a glance towards the sky
With its sprinkling of stars.
'O mighty god, my fair and merciful father,
Let me read your twinkling signs correctly,
Let them guide me through this terrible night
That cloaks those shameless sons of clay,
Hell-bent on treachery as they are.'.
Her feet were sore now as she ran,
That luckless goddess of the two rivers.

She had cradled civilisation in her arms.
The endless cries of infant man,
She bore with ceaseless grace,
Suckling him until the muscles of his legs
Were tightened by the sinews of childhood.
The boy was a handful, forever dealing in empires and conquests.
And though much of his youth was lost in merriment,
The promise of glory never left his side.

But when the opportunity for wealth came bubbling from the ground,
Taking the form of that heady black liquid,
A sickening madness overtook the soul of man,
Moving fast like a cancer -
that black vessel with its cargo of agonising death -
It turned his brain to pulp.

The bounty was sapped and traded for armour
And man lost to the lure of bloody war.
How foolish and green is the son of clay ?
How easily susceptible to the tricks of the devil ?
And so he chased after the goddess of the two rivers,
Through forests of hollow reeds,
Craving the ultimate murder.
 

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Shades of Mesopotamia
©Hassan Abdulrazzak
'poems about IRAQ'
 
 
The voice of the executioners:

We line up the men, our potted-men
Then water them with bullets.
Our lips curl a whistle
As we dig their ditch.
Shrouded, they fall
Swollen mummies -
All Bulged and rigid.
The scene is sad
Seedy
And intensely comic.

The prayer of the exiled old guard:

Our father
Who aren't in heaven.
(yet)
We love you so dearly
That on sending you there
Our dreams are
Set.

The anger of  exiled youth:

Our people once had pride and panache
Now fear the omnipresent moustache
Of a fratricidal leader.
Their way of life corrupted.
Their very souls
Tarnished with blood and oil.
Their eyes in their sockets toil
Blind to the sight of worthwhile goals.

The gaiety of  farmers
 
To westerners, we are grateful
They taught us civility
And the art of being world - fit.
Through forcing us to contemplate
Innovative uses for our shit.

The land is more fertile than ever before
As they merrily or wearily settle their score.
Nothing like napalm can turn the soil,
Pluck weed, slay caterpillars or boil
The blood in the veins of a vermin.

This morning we saw a seed picking bird
Drop from the sky in the aftermath.
With a swoosh and a thump
Like a charcoal lump,
It crossed the path
Of a TV crew.

A poet's observation:

Pegasus
Soiled and unsaddled drinks from the ditch
Where a poisoned reflection
houses his
Nemesis.
 

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To The Man Who Sings About Fair Is Fair
©Esther Suzanne Farin
 
to the man that sings on about fair is fair,
well, what is it?
an answer with no question
a page that reads no time
angry words you strum across
an untuned guitar classroom scene
a sketch with no purpose
an obscene chorus vision
of your inverse political correctness

a dream that wastes fuel
to you is a dream that creates vision
a dream that is meaningful
to you is a dream that has no definition
and therefore you ride through life,
unknowing that the curtains you’ve put up
are blinding you to oblivion

to the man whose hearing is blocked by loud stubbornness
and whose jokes are offensive
to Arabian Princes' and mothers across the world
to the man that isolates my freedom
 and defines it as bratty, as if i were  throwing block sacross the kindergarten floor when all im doing is speaking my mind

there's a  thin wall of shallowness that separates you from me
thatsgives me a bouquet of criticism
and a tongue that wishes to lash your words
and melt them into the nothing that they serve

i wallow in a sauce of words
that boil in a pot of my fury
i break a bond that was never supposed to be
i make
or take
or fake my way
to show that i know how to control myself
but inside i feel like screaming REBEL REBEL!!!

i am not subservient
to the man that swallows deep thoughts
and regergitates them in a choking death
of beautiful, limitless creativity
and hangs truth up to dry in a tornado of injustice

i will not tolerate an ego that is not my own
i do not seek to destroy you
although you seek to degrade me
and declare my behavior intolerable
to you, who has made my character
a conquest of your venomous ignorant  insanity:

i do not see within myself
the person you've phrased to be me
i see a person with a lot to learn from
and someone who deserves
more than your petty approval

i decide which direction to fly in
and if i choose north
and you are south
i shall be on my way to my dream
 

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 Aurora
©jeffrey scott brewster
 
Clean breath into these
foul, stale lungs
new cracks in this long-mortared
  smile,
words come hard now into
an atrophied heart,
a voice stifled by apathy.
Gone the cavalier days
of song and Lust,
here now,
years of fantasies left
   fallow,
blooming, potentially, into beautiful new harvests,
and a lightness of soul creeping steadily
  to surface.
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Aurora's Room
©jeffrey scott brewster
Awash in feline acclamation,
all sandy eyes and reluctance,
sweet knowledgeable hands telling new gospels.
Loathe to leave,
content to Lounge,
lost languorous afternoon,
and heart foundering in northern
   Light,
I sweat away old regret,
and drink of shining
    tenderness.
 
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 What is Happy
 ©Tina  Stark
 
What is Happy
Say, friend,
what is happy,
I'm here to pray
this day
That all is within
and blessed God's Way For my Bible says
to daily read
is how you bloom
from a planted seed

And the green grass grows all around, all around
and the green grass grows all around
 

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Island of Grief
©Florence Nichols
 
My grief is an island.
I am surrounded by the waters
of my tears, isolated and abandoned,
In the worst possible way.
Looking across to the people on land...
Wondering if I can ever get there.
Wondering where it is I’ll fit in...
After all of this.
Unlearning the "we" part of me...
Trying hard to envision the "I",
so that I can see beyond the desolation,
this island has been.
I never knew how to swim...
I guess it’s time I learned.
 
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Whose Grief is this?
©Florence Nichols
 
You say it’s time to move on...
I’ve been caught up in this grief too long now.
You say I need to begin to live,
and be happy.
You say these words with such conviction...
Thinking only of me.
Huh!

You don’t know what you’re saying...
You haven’t looked into my eyes, my heart,
my soul...you don’t know me.
You can’t deal with my sadness,
So you try to fix it with your words...
Oh they sound good and helpful...
But they’re not.
 
Accept me in my grief and don’t try to
fix it, change it or silence it.
Don’t turn your head because my pain…
may someday be yours.
Don’t judge, ridicule
or throw your hands up in frustration.
Go away.

I have been doing things for myself.
Trying to heal, feeling my feelings…even
increasing my sadness at times.
I own this time..
To heal on my own terms…not yours.
Did you think I was made of stone?
Leave me alone.

 
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 Blood of the Wounded
© Deb Hindmarsh
 
She flounders in the sea ..
of chatters  -- woman down
drowning ...
a cry of neediness ..
echoes
The blood of pain and rejection
floats in pools and ..
cyber shark circles
zones in on the wounded
donning his mask of compassion ..
he bites deep
he bites hard
snapping words of predatory love lies
dripping from bloody teeth
cyber shark steals ..
another piece
of her wounded heart ..
and her cry
echoes ...
 
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Miseries
 © Deb Hindmarsh
 
Extinguish these miseries,
no one else can stamp them out;
and may my eyes see you,
because you are my light,
and I would open them to you alone
Your eyes are the eyes I have desired,
that I bear sketched deep within my heart
Extinguish this passion,
no one else can calm my heat;
and may our palms touch,
our fingers bind together,
as I feel you breathing
in my soul's center, and
your life deep within my heart
 
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Turn the Page
© Deb Hindmarsh
 
 
I struggle to hold
a candle in the rain
you closed our door cold
and I turned from the pain
You let go of my hand
the torch slipped from my fingers
you made your last stand
but my passion still lingers
A flame died in the puddle
of tears for years
and love in a muddle
held years of tears
I turn the page
to still see your face
and remember your rage
void of honey and lace
 
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Light a Candle
© Deb Hindmarsh
 
I opened my eyes to the stars
and let my thoughts drift free
they search the void of night ... for you
to draw you next to me
I make a silent pact
to earth and sky and sun
with faith and trust intact
I light a candle ... not run
 
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